Juventud, divino tesoro

Adam: Okay. What’s up with not calling me back?

Emma: I’m not good at this stuff.

Adam: At what, talking?

Emma: Yeah, talking… communicating… relationship stuff. It’s just… If we were in a relationship I’d become a weird scary version of myself, and my throat starts constricting, the walls start throbbing, it’s like a peanut allergy. It’s like an emotional peanut allergy.

i love this couple. watching lost from the very beginning you realize how much in LOVE these two are in. At first they are together yet her father doesn’t approve. Desmond chickens out and instead of proposing he breaks up with her despite being in love with her. Because it’s LOST there has to be a “weird” factor. Desmond later in the series time travels and finds Penny post-breakup. In order for him not to loose his mind he needs her to be his “constant” or his anchor in both the past and present. In one of his time travel trips he finds her and tells her:
Desmond: Penny, i need your number. Please. Don’t change your number for 8 years and please don’t give up on me. I’ll call you in 8 years.
Penny: You expect me to give you my number after you breakup with me and not hearing from you in how many months?!
Desmond: Please Pen, you have to believe me. Please.

So she gives him her number and he leaves. Flashing into the future and calls her just like he did. She answers the phone. She had been looking for him after the plane crash for 3 months. Yet after all those years, she waited because she loves him.

Desmond: Penny you waited. You remembered. I’m so sorry for hurting you and leaving you. I was wrong. I’ve loved you from the beginning. I’ve always loved you. I love you Penny.

having that faith that someone loves you and holding on to that hope for 8 years is crazy. i know it’s just a tv show but i hope i find a love that you can just trust, believe and know that no matter the distance or time that love will never fade. ^.^

Dear Parents. Jasmine was in a relationship with a dirty homeless boy named Aladdin. Snow White lived alone with 7 men. Pinnochio was a liar. Robin Hood was a thief. Tarzan walked around without clothes on. A stranger kissed sleeping beauty and she married him. Cinderella lied and snuck out at night to attend a party. You can’t blame us. We were taught to rebel since a young age.

weliveforpapercranes:

Relationships last long not because they’re destined to last long. Relationships last long because two brave people made a choice—to keep it, fight for it, and to work for it. Meanwhile, other relationships fail not because they’re destined to fail. They fail because one of the two, or both, made the choice—to set each other free.

(via mattttfigga) 

“If you forgive others for the wrongs they do to you, your Father in heaven will forgive you” Matthew 6:14

15 days into the new year and I feel like I’m gradually changing for the better. Sticking strong to healthy eating habits, workout habits, study habits, positive outlook, daily devotionals-the whole thing.
Yet today I realized I was still missing something. The sermon in church today was amazing and really hit home. It made me realize I haven’t forgiven certain people in my life (ie the ex). How am i to move on and be happy holding on to this grudge, trying to make him hurt? The pastor plainly said, “it’s not your job to point out his flaws, leave that to God”. They gave us time during the service to call people that we need to forgive and I sincerely felt God telling me to let go of all the pain and resentment i felt towards him. I got the courage to text him a sincere apology. I felt a lot better after because I truly feel no anger anymore. I’m ready to move on. Now the waiting….
An hour later i get a response to my text, one word: “Whatever”
I can’t say i wasn’t shocked/hurt, but not angry. God is amazing and I know He will take care of everything. Sad to know that I lost a friend but I guess we can’t have everything.